Being “safe”
Things have been tough lately, and I’ve been skipping a lot of activities I enjoy, including updates on here. After the assessments last month, we decided that it made the most sense to continue treatment here, with my amazing outpatient team. Both programs suggested intensive outpatient in-person, so I’d go to some state far away […]
Beliefs
My aunt posted something on Facebook that included the following quote, and it really made me think. “People who are healthy like to believe they can always keep being healthy if they do the right things. They don’t want to think about how good people get struck with terrible circumstances for no reason. So they […]
Top Surgery Report
I had my top surgery last Thursday, and I’m feeling really good about it. Even though I asked for some anti-nausea meds, I had a surprising amount of nausea. After giving me four different meds, they finally gave up and just let me vomit for several hours, so that was fun. I also had an […]
Mixed Emotions
This is a very long post—so much has happened and so much is happening! I recently went in to have some bloodwork done, and I was extremely nervous. In February, my primary care provider suggested that I start a lose dose of Metformin, thinking that perhaps that would help my body better process food so […]
Update and Excitement about Top Surgery
It’s been a while since I’ve updated—I’ve had a really awful string of migraines and bad headaches that’s lasted about 6 weeks now. I’ve reached out to my Mayo Clinic neurologist and I’m hoping she’ll have some ideas. In the meantime, I’m still struggling, but I’m really excited about my upcoming top surgery! My consult […]
I Won’t Miss Out on Life
The past year has been a mystery, as we’ve tried to determine what was causing my weight gain. Despite having no major changes in eating or exercise, my weight went up very significantly this past year. For someone who is still struggling with anorexia, this was incredibly hard to deal with. This is the main […]